it’s been a loooong time since i wrote here hehe. actually it makes me wondering, bcs everytime i want to write, it’s whether i want to go home, i am sick, i am get through an exam……whiich is i got all of it in the same time…today
so, i’ve been struggling with this hard flu, which in my case always led me to the asthma, and this dizzy and tired feeling… days ago, i got a very strong dizzy that makes my head like boom… seriously, so dizzy that i closed my eyes and then the dizzy got stronger. damn hard.
and then today, i got this flu and cough all the time and now on, my breath become fast and short and my chest starts to hurts…..welcoming my asthma damn
actually, my biggest fear is heart attack (idk but it is so scary, i think about it everytime) and thypoid fever.
i got a really scary story with this fever. in my last year in HS, in ramadhan i remembered it the most, i was at school and my head is so dizzy, so dizzy and lipm all day, i remebered it also, i was laying in my besties lap and then i got sleep…..when i woke up, here comes the hardest part, i got this strong and crazy dizzy!!! so dizzy that everything is move around and feel damn bad. i got in waringin and then i couldnt go home to kotabaru because i cudnt drive anymore!!!
and then my dad picked me up and all i remember is our motobyke is got through near the alang-alang in joyoboyo……and in the night, my fever is rising against everything and everyone got panic. in the morning, i was at the doctor and diagnosed by thyphoid.
the hospital is not good too! i got this damn painful feeling in my joints, like wtf is going on this is so bad. and not yet mentioning the sample blood that i got twice a day. yeah yolo.
so everytime, i got very strong and dizzy feeling in my flat, i cant go away the memory about thypoid fever…. the painfull, the blood, my parents…
idk why i write dis, bye, wish me luck and get well soon me 🙂